As a dog returns to its vomit, so a fool repeats his folly. - Proverbs 26:11
Making mistakes is part of human, but to repeat those mistakes is just stupid.
I am stupid. I don’t have a solution to this problem. I cannot help myself. My only hope for salvation from my stupidity is following Jesus, and not letting me, stupid, to do anything on my own. This is possibly the single most important and task, and it’s also most difficult as it’s apparently illogical in many ways. Following Jesus… what does that mean? What does that entail? It’s facing death, but also facing life. It’s being a sacrifice, but also being with God. It’s painful, but also joyful. For better or for worse, it’s the only way to be alive and live free.
Application: read some random chapter of Psalms, do QT first thing tomorrow morning