December 1, 2015
Verse 6: Those who turn back from following the LORD and neither seek the LORD nor inquire of him.
Previous two verses before this verse talks about other types of people God will wipe out, mainly idol worshippers, but this verse talks about people who don’t care, who don’t give attention to God, or inquire of God.
It reminds me of how I feel when I’m not cared for by someone else, or when no one is giving me attention, or when no one is caring about my thoughts. It’s loveless. And it reminds me how in many situations, I don’t care for someone else, or give them attentions, or care about their thoughts. How loveless I am. It reminds of me of my dad, and how I don’t give him enough attention, being so far away and all.
Yesterday, I got some good news from dad that all the checkups they ran at the hospital came out well, and he’s in good shape, and he doesn’t have to get any other tests for another 6 months.
This morning, I had a weird dream. I’m not sure what to make of it. Perhaps it’s something to inquire God about, even if it’s nothing.
Even though, I have committed to and try to do QT every day, and even when my yesterday’s QT application to do QT first thing today, I was very tempted skip QT today. It must still be something the devil can tempt me at. Can’t wait until NYBC next year when it’ll have been a year since I started doing QT every day, and to look back at all my QTs in 2015, and see what God has done in my life.
Application: do QT first thing tomorrow morning, read a random chapter of Psalms, care for some people, go through remaining 6 hours of footages