June 12, 2015
Dear God, I don’t know what I’m doing. Help me. Lead me. Choices, paths, right, wrong, end justified, doing the right thing, love, your timing, your will, my will, my suffering, what do I do.
I think I know some stuff. I think I got some experience. I think I have some courage. But none of these is enough for what you have put before me. I ask you, you don’t tell me exactly what to do. It’s as if you want to see how I act. Or you want to really reveal your glory before me once again. I do not know. I do not know.
Naaman is shown God’s glory in full today through his miraculous recovery. He is blessed. On the other hand, Gehazi falls for greed, and becomes leprous. Gehazi did what he thought was right, not what was the right.
What will I do in my situation. I wish it doesn’t have to come to it.
Application: read some proverbs